forever

somthing new.........
its harder you think to not care.
its just somtimes i wish i didnt care so much about people.
just make my way.
be the shadow that i tend to be.
the past still gets the best of me.
yet the present still kicks my ass
and the future....
fuck that......
knowing sucks.
being one yet torn sucks.
not being one sucks.
being me sucks and rocks at the smae time.
the big picture........
what is it?
the thing that still gets me somtimes.
change.....



ok time for somthing i wrote....
gliding thought the darkness of the night.
runng though the dark woods in nmy simple mocs.
running.
the dim light of the moon to guide my way.
yet i know i will never out run it.
never out run myself.
can i fight it forever?