Thursday, May 14, 2009

a self conterdiction

yep thats me in a ut shell
a big counterdiction.
being me is the hardest thing ever.
torn yet whole.
its hard being me.
The hardest thing i know.
trying to fight myself to live each day,
somtimes its easy sometimes its unbarible.,
puting the mask on is easy.
taking it off scaring.
the harsh battle within.
The pain of life.
The full body pain.
the pain of being toched.
the bombs in my head.
the pain of voices.
the pain of light.
the struggle.
The thoughts.
I wish I could sleep.
least then the pain isnt as bad.
the irony of trying to be yourself.
yet wishin you whernt in pain

199 about a man

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