Tuesday, January 27, 2009

never

anywhere as long as its somwhere you can be with me. Yet somplaces I go I know you can not come. The places I walk in the darkness. Yet I will protect you in the darkness for im just one more things that breaths the cold crisp air of night. And in the night you will never be alone.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

A tune

The waves crash against the shoreline. The fog over the rolling hills. The home i want. The light breaze in me face. No fear. No judgement. Just freedom. just the slow tune that plays in my mind. A tune of home. The tune I may never hear.

A wish

I sit on the dim moon lit beach. I know for im not alone. My angle sits next to me. A slight smile on her face. She watches over me as I watch over every one. She sits in scilence. She knows everything I will say. We sit in scilence as we watch the waves roll in. We sit here never to e alone again. As we wished.

The pain

Its been a wile since I looked in the mirror. I can not face myself for what I'm. The pain of being me. The pain of living with what I live with. The pain of being alone yet with some one. The pain of being twich. The pain of being just a shell. The pain of never knowing where home is. The pain of nenver knowing who I'm. The pain of knowing that most of the tim im right. The pain of m dreams. The pain of my emotions. The pain i live with. The pain that makes me wake up from my sleep. The pain that slowly kills me. The pain of being me.

Monday, December 29, 2008

Sun

I sit on this hill top. Just killing time. Watching the sun set and the sun rise. The cold wind chills my face. The rain will come soon. Then the storm. The the clearing. Yet in the storm we face our fears. Every one has there own fears. The storm will pass. Then I will continue to watch the sun set and rise again.

peace

A soft goodbye. A simple note. Im what im. In scilence. In peace. In death. The only thing i lived by. "So others may live" and now I die. Peace at last. Free. Now dont cry for me. Be happy that im gone. You dont have to out up with this ass hole

The peace

Run free. Run far from this place. Fimd myself far fromt he world. With who I want to be with. I call her my angel. The peace in the cahous. The sanity to my insace mind. Yet in the newly found scilence of my mind I die. Yet what is the death inside my mind but what it always has ben. Rebirth. Rising from the ashes. A new person with new chalanges. With new hopes. With a new love. Yet somthings die with him. Somethings end. Some things change. Yet I continue to live. My angel makes sure of this for I dont want to hurt her. I just want to watch the sunset in a diffrent place and feal at home foronce. In the peace.