The Night I lay Awake

The nights I lay awake are the worst. I lay and I think. Everything that could hapin. How stupid can we be? All the people all the problems. Everything thats not right. Sliping into the darkness yet wanting to go. What do we say as we say good bye? DO we say somthing that will be rememberd? Do we say the truth? Or do we just slip into the night? What do we do as every one dies? We see it yet we dotn act. Who are we as people? What do we do?

Just lay awake one night and think about that.

If only you could live

If only you could help me.
if only you couldnt see me.
If only you could let me be in darkness.

If only you couldnt see the darkness I see.
If i needed help I would scream.
If I wasnt alone I could see.

If only you could see my pain.
If only you could see how week Iam.
If only you could leave me in the darkness.

If only you could let me die.
Let me see the light i have ben craving.
Let the end be.

If only you could see how I do.
If you could.
Walk your own path for ours may cross.
Walk it alone or with some one.

It may be the same yet so far away they are.
The ways we lived and the ways we die.
Yet no one realy knows who we are.
For we are the ones that see nothing but darkness.

the red stage

The canvas of my skin. So sweet and perfact the carvings. The bright red ink. The words meaningless. The pain so great. What lies behind the curten? The question we ask. Always thinking about this crapy past. The scares we make will never heal. What lies behind the curten?
certen death.

In the End

In the End I see the darkness at the end of the light. The cave at the end of the light. The hold in the groud. Or the great ocean. Simple thoughts so great yet so sad. How we deal with what is the end. How do we deal with the death. The end that will always come. We dont. We run and hide. We wait hopeing its not today. Why wait? Why not live life wile you have it? Well who knows. I might just say goodbye, Or is it hello? In the End we all die

If

If you fall I will be there to catch you. If you jump I will be there to catch you. If you try to die I will be there to help you live. Ift you die I will cry for the moment of my life. I will be there for you always. If you jump I will jump after you. If you hang so shall the rest of us. None of us shall suffer for there will be no exicutioner. Swift death at the end. The word we say carry no meaning. But the action of life speeks for me.

what must

What must
We walk in the rain. The storm the brews. One by one my freinds fall into the mud. No one stops to help. How long must I walk in this rain. How long must the fight continue. Who will make it stop. The rain continues each day. By sunset it rains red. The ones that fell we say goodbye to. We continue with each day. Knowing this may be that rainy day that we say goodbye. The trust we have is diffrent. We walk in the rain for you shall not. We face the darkness beacuse you wont. We feal numb beacuse you will never. We are what you created. Wariors. What you fear. What you dont know about. What you wish you never were. Irony.

what?

Iam alone in a world so cold. Iam empty like my soul. This world so crule. The world that dosnt know who iam not. Just a shell of who I was. The world so cold. So empty. Alone we die as one.