All of us siting around the nice warm fire. Warmth for once. Yet we all know we payed dearly for it. Just a small conffert. So twiggy decided to start up a conversation. "why dont we all go around the cercle and say what we whant most? i will start....to go home." They when around the circle and it was eaither to go home or see the girl or wife. Then it go to me....well i wanted to go home and i wanted to see my wife but then again i knew thats not what i wanted most. I knew what i wanted so i said. "I whant things to be right so I wouldnt have to do all the things I do." A deep silence fell over. twiggy "you know thats right and all but why did you decided to become a marine?" All of us " To blow shit up and get paid." Its kindda funny how evan the farthest people can come together though the hardest things. War is nothing when all your fighting for is the man next to you and to go home. Thats all we fight for. Well thats all we fight for now. Evan though home really is home anymore. Home to us is where ever we decide to sleep tonight. We know this wont last long. Its just a short break again. We will probly move in the morning on the city. Gah I hate citys. Yet at the same time I know somthing is not right. just somthing. I better get up early and clean my rifle. Tomaorw will be a long day. " for all the ones that will not see the sunset tomaorw we thank you. goodnight devil dogs."

last chapter

And so I did.
He said write and so I did.
I wrote the last cronicals.
He said you shall be last and you shall recourd the end.
And so i was last.
But why?
Why this burden on me?
beacuse some one had to do it.
so I wrote the last chapter.
and finished it with a simple
the end.

#

so i have decided to change my playlist on here so....heres some new numbers



16
19
23
40
46
60
67
69
73
86
87
88
97
98
122

the snow falls freely.

The snow falls.

The cold snow.

The baren woods.

Just the cold ground and the dorment trees.

Just one more place to be on this long trip.

Ha least thats what im calling it now.

the soft crunch of snow still creaps nthought the woods.
the cold wind against my face.
The numbness.
That cold fealing wheres its so cold you dont feel anything.
Continue i must.
Down this path.
Down to the edge of the woods.
Though the villa that lies beyond that.
Across the county.
Back to my home.
Why did I decided to make things right?
Why did i decided to fight for this?
Fuck it Im going home.
Back to her and my life.
Back to myy warm bed.
Hot showers.
Hot food.
Boring job.
But then again, if I never came here.
All would be lost.
I would rest but tyrany never seams to sleep.

its not how i lace up my boots its the fact that i lace up my boots.
the time will come soon.
when tirany will fall.
a new nation will be born.
well
reborn.
good night.
I will watch ovr you as you sleep.
for tonight i clean my rifle.

i dont know what to write but i know i sould write somthing.
i have been called to do somthing....
god exsistes end of statment.
Yet some things still scare me.
yet they are diffrent now.
and somtimes i just dont know what to do.
for once i dont know.

In the silence of the darkness on the last day of the earth. They spoke. All as one. In perfect harmoney.


* decided to write the last thing first in my book.*

ps I love you.