story

So I started writing again...may get my sorty up by the end of mos school if your all lucky.

run untill i drop and hope i cant get back up and freaze to death

The slow cock of the rifle. Got to love the simplicity of the rifle bolt. Slow but simple. Never jams. Always works. Old but new. The dark no shine finish of the rifle. The crosshairs on the scope perfect. The slow sound of the rifle cock. How things have changed so much. Death. Never knowing. Just dying.

writing once again...fuck

The cold snow falling once more aain on my face. Standing here right where I started. The cold snow. My body numb once aain. So cold I can no longer feal. So numb I no longer feal the frozen pains. So cold I never feal the blade any more. So cold. Just take a swim in the frozen lake to ease my pains. Or lack of pain. The frozen water just sucked all the air out of my lungs. I dont gasp for air. I know If i do I will most certenly drown. I cant feal the way I used to. My delema. Do I let the cold water kill me? Or do I let the pain of the cool water bring me back to life? Just a quiclk dip in the water then Im out. Yet I find myself wanting to stay here. Just freaze and sink to the bottom. Stop holding it in let it go. The air from my lungs is gone. The wanter quicly fill the empty space. I start to sink. Falling. The sensation of the air passing my by. Falling faster and faster though the air. The ground is starting to aprouch me. The cold white snow. I stoped trusing myself and I let myself win. The end has come for me once again. The snow is no longer white. Just red once again.

some people just dont get the words leave me the fuck alone....

All of us siting around the nice warm fire. Warmth for once. Yet we all know we payed dearly for it. Just a small conffert. So twiggy decided to start up a conversation. "why dont we all go around the cercle and say what we whant most? i will start....to go home." They when around the circle and it was eaither to go home or see the girl or wife. Then it go to me....well i wanted to go home and i wanted to see my wife but then again i knew thats not what i wanted most. I knew what i wanted so i said. "I whant things to be right so I wouldnt have to do all the things I do." A deep silence fell over. twiggy "you know thats right and all but why did you decided to become a marine?" All of us " To blow shit up and get paid." Its kindda funny how evan the farthest people can come together though the hardest things. War is nothing when all your fighting for is the man next to you and to go home. Thats all we fight for. Well thats all we fight for now. Evan though home really is home anymore. Home to us is where ever we decide to sleep tonight. We know this wont last long. Its just a short break again. We will probly move in the morning on the city. Gah I hate citys. Yet at the same time I know somthing is not right. just somthing. I better get up early and clean my rifle. Tomaorw will be a long day. " for all the ones that will not see the sunset tomaorw we thank you. goodnight devil dogs."

last chapter

And so I did.
He said write and so I did.
I wrote the last cronicals.
He said you shall be last and you shall recourd the end.
And so i was last.
But why?
Why this burden on me?
beacuse some one had to do it.
so I wrote the last chapter.
and finished it with a simple
the end.